take me back to paradise

2012-02-02T01:51:00.002+08:00

to you:its been weird, i know.i'm not the easiest person to understand and not one of those who can easily say what they mean, i speak in phrases that maybe only my mind can decode. i guess you should already know that, we've known each other for years now.the thing is, something imploded (yes, imploded not exploded) and caused some major havoc (i honestly never expected that feeling, like a

2008-07-31T23:58:00.002+08:00

pabayaan mo lang ako.minsan lang naman e, alam ko madalas ka sa ganitong sitwasyon kaya hindi na toh bago sayo pero sa akin, minsan lang, kaya pabayaan mo na..intindihin mo na lang katulad ng pagintindi ko sayo. salamat.[i try to fool myself to think ill be alright]

2007-05-21T19:38:00.000+08:00

seriously its been a while..funny thing is with baths, it doesnt just cleanse your body..in some people it cleans some cobwebs in your mind (ha!soul b dpat?) i mean i was always pondering on how do i know if im right?i cant be..im not always right and i know i have been hurting you because in a way i think im right..always.but the thing is, im not, seriously..im not..i hate admitting that even to

2006-08-20T18:20:00.000+08:00

Your Dosha is VataCreative and restless, you take in all of life's pleasures (maybe a little too much!).You're quick witted and very talkative, but you also tend to have a spotty memory.You tend to get very into ideas, people, and lifestyles... but only for a short time.It's difficult to hold your attention, and you sometimes feel with what life has to offer.With friends: You are very

2006-08-20T18:18:00.000+08:00

How You Are In LoveYou take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.You give and take equally in relationships.You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.How Are You

2006-07-04T23:27:00.000+08:00

hands downthis day actually for me didnt start right for one thing i only had 2-3 hrs of sleep that was sooooo short that i was actually falling asleep while someone's talking to me >.< but i dunno life has this way of turning your day around just like that and my just-like-that was in the form of a chinese-looking-pink-wearing monster called pampi ÜÜyeash it sthe day that were suppose to

2006-06-04T11:18:00.000+08:00

two main reasons why im not updating this thing:- lazy little thing- busy...- poker hehe at triple jackyeah i like to thik that ive been lazy ad i was busy but mainly whenever i would have the time to update or eve think of it i was toooooo lazy to do it...hey ive really been busy this past...months??nursing is one big hell, i mean i should be enjoying my life as a single non working kid but then

2006-01-17T22:58:00.000+08:00

my thought about loveheheh just have to write this down before it melts away from my head...love..is something that is so strong that it just sticks in your heart [like in the song that im currently listening to.."foreever youll stay in my heart"] and remains there and well lessens or in other terms..evovle to something greater or not..but you could still feel its minute presence once something

2005-12-16T16:58:00.000+08:00

cant stop myself...me: anong fave gift n mo n nakuha mo?khit knino nangaling...khit s mami mo..him: ikawme: ako?anong ako?gift n bigay ko?ano dun?ha??him: ikaw, dhil nabuhay kame: [smiles] ang corny moyeah one of the many reason why i love that guy heheh ÜÜÜmaximoi was really really looking forward to watching 'ang pagdadalaga ni maximo oliveros' but then i think the world is against it so they

2005-12-13T22:50:00.000+08:00

break muna!this is my second break from studying..and i shouldnt be doing this really...considering that i have atleast 5 chapters to still read and well kind of try to input to my already 'sabaw' brain ahhahah ÜÜ i just want to do something more relaxing [hell i think almost anything is more relaxing than planning and trying to study at the same time..yeah multi tasking sucks] at some point this

2005-12-13T22:38:00.000+08:00

i cant readyeah honestly well i can duh..how else can i write this ryt?what im talking about is reading people..why you say? well frankly its kind of weird thing that i do to well try and evaluate the people around me...i know its not good to try ang judge and shit but hell sometimes you cant really blame me if i try to take care of my stupid self and try to look at things at this point of view

2005-12-11T00:28:00.000+08:00

who took my pencil?i saw this wonderful wonderful pic [art] ub deviant art..it was made by one of my fave artist there,azusphere...he made this picture of a girl for thier school mag..and i was omg..you could see the laughter and all that shit in her eyes..and that made me to think,why cant i do that?why cant i have this art teacher that somehow scolds me to do a more realistic drawings instead

2005-11-29T19:03:00.000+08:00

flower poweR?somethimes i really do think that i dont deserve all the love that he gives me...its like that gardener and flower theory thing in will and grace...in every relationship, you cant really avoid that one of the persom involve would be the one who would be the taking care of the other one..loving that other person more than the other...always giving,hence the gardener...and the flower

2005-10-26T00:05:00.000+08:00

half empty? or half full?there are some things that you cant really help on poncering about..certain things or actions..weighing it all..thinking once again...if you really did made the right decision at that time, i dont know i think its a part of us...acting first before thinking...hell if your in that moment and you could still stop and thinkm then dude i salute you..but me..hell no..i let my

2005-10-23T22:01:00.000+08:00

i saw this at aubrey's blog site http://yesemeye.blogspot.com* Section 1: YOU YOU YOU! *+ Known as: cha, chaps, chapstik, cha-cha, chic [dnt ask], charisse, laiza [yes i have a second name]+ Lives in: LP..south dude+ Birthday: 101287+ School: Sisc+ Religion: Catholic+ Shoe size: 9?yeah i think its 9 or 8 1/2+ Hair color: Black+ Eye color: Dark Brown..i think+ hair Style: long..and unkept hahahah

2005-10-17T17:44:00.000+08:00

its my birthday and ill cry if i want to...hahaha yeah..and i did actually but it wasnt a bad thing..more on i missed all of this and now its all here...its eating me whole kind of cry...heheheanyway it was all good :D well for me it was..but of course i had to have my moment there where in i panicked like hell...why you say..because i dont know..i dont have this unique talent to multiply myself

2005-08-23T17:34:00.000+08:00

im stressed...and yet im happythank you Ü

2005-08-06T22:30:00.000+08:00

stuck stuck on my head..i was thinking of an appropiate title for this entry, but nothing in my mind seems to work..then i think PPG helped me and gave me the right one, through MTv...yeah thats why i love those guys...gives you answers sometimes.anyway..you know this feeling that you want to just disregard, forget and just let it slide and all, but then...you cant seem to get it out of your mind

2005-08-05T23:39:00.000+08:00

t1 month...and countinghahaha yep Ü im happy and thats all i have to say about that...oh yeah and he gave me a celso fonseca cd whic i love and which im listening to right now...soothing to nth level Üi love my monster...why?because he takes good care of memakes me happy [extremely...well happi-er than usual]he 'could save the day with just a smile'ice creams especially the choco onesgo nuts! at

2005-07-16T00:42:00.000+08:00

im happy :Dafter this..ill always feel empty without the feeling of his body squished beside me inside a tryc hahahha yeah...had fun today..same same thing at school then went to sm with monster to eat a berry full and drink some coffee and just talk ahhaha session toh...saw posadas today and we fot to talk [with him of course] oh yeah one thing...why is it that cosmo is filled with pics of girls

2005-07-11T20:27:00.000+08:00

im now a part of a we...since 070505 and i couldnt be happier heheh :Dhe's my monster and im his mamaw hahah weird?hey its unique ahahhaha :D cant even remember why i called him monster..guess it kinda happened...already met his mom and sister and i was scared shitless i mean its one thing to talk to his sis on ym but another when you have to talk and meet her in person..hahahah but all is good..

2005-06-24T20:44:00.000+08:00

from being a bum to being a...whateverhell..its all i could say...with all that screaming and talking and endless laughing oh shit!im in one big hell of a class which is actually very very cool hahahha were always laughing and shit and just i dont know trying to have fun even admist all those dtudying and reading oh shit!did i told you that we were assigned to read a 60+ pages about the most

2005-06-06T23:26:00.000+08:00

scarednot a lot of people could really admit that they are scared..but hey..im not really an ordinary kid..im scared..scared shitless about being in love..very very weird and yet very common...i know you know that feeling...ready to fall but all that stupid doubt about all that shit kind of gets in the way and once you feel like falling...there it is again..showing itself in all its weird scary

2005-06-05T20:27:00.000+08:00

nearing my 1000 hit...yeah..gimme some loveeeeinuman session...yet again and loving it hahahahwap kada went here yesterday and well hanged and shit hahahah the best!elephants!hahahha todo na toh amp :D syang mron nga lng nde dumating..hmmm anu kya nanyri kpg dumating ung mokong n un..hahahha weird...pbyaan n...hmmm go layn!hahhahah syang d cla bumaba...reggie look a like tlga eoh yeah our class

2005-06-04T13:04:00.000+08:00

went to dyan's hbd the other day and as usual..it was drink-sing-billiards-till-you-literally-drop kind of party ahhahah and i mean it..there was a videoke machine taht never stoppd playin until fran me and dudes bid our farewell to the mike which was i think hours after everybody left...wow hahahha and the drinking shit was cool :D i mean beer and vodka [and for some..gin] was plenty and it was

2005-05-26T18:10:00.000+08:00

tenchu :Das in todo tlaga hahahhahatenchu s pagdating khit tinext kita ng biglaan...tenchu s pagiintay sa national..tenchu s cd..tenchu s go nuts...sarap ng cinamon pramisthanks for making my right shoulder warm hehehe :Dtenchu s pagtawa n lng s kweirdohan ko tenchu s kape..tenchu s usaptenchu s pagusod ng electric fan dhil nilalamig akotenchu s pakikipagpalit ng upuan dhil mlmig s pwesto ko..

2005-05-24T22:24:00.000+08:00

im confised...all over again[i try to fool myself to think ill be alright]

2005-05-24T10:29:00.000+08:00

went to lobo again..and like the last time i was there..it was so fun..yeah and im proud to say that i didnt let myself get all wasted again and yes i still have my fone with me..'give me some love!' it was our...motto hahahhaha i dunno bullette's the best guy to hang out with and add kat and ate and elaine...hahahahha omg i think my jaws still hurts from all that laughing hahahhah mami pooh!

2005-05-19T22:01:00.000+08:00

is there any one out there because its getting harder and harder to breathe...no no...im not dying or any shit like that..or i like to fool myself that im not hhahaha joke =] nah its just that im too sick to even talk straight now...its either my nose is sp clogged up that breathing is becoming one big hell or im coughing my way out of a conversation...or something like that...waaahhhh...i now

2005-05-12T10:51:00.000+08:00

good day for driving around..hahhahahok..everything was going great, my sis was not running over a person or any other thing..but then disaster struck...the battery went dead on us..and we were stuck on the sidewalk...hahhahahha you have to see it: good day coming up![i try to fool myself to think ill be alright]

2005-05-10T10:41:00.000+08:00

ive seen 'manoy' eddie hehhehe yep..we were 'usher-ettes' for a nayt....gawd it was so tiring that it sucked...hahhahah :Dlook at us...trying to be civil: visit this!we were payed to assist people going down the stairs and shit..and we were left standing there for 4 hours i think...i didnt rest because i was assigned on the door which was the primary way of getting in and out of the house...fudge

2005-05-10T01:56:00.000+08:00

goofy smile...ive lost something that i think i never had..or more like i have lost something that i just found...fudge...life is so complicated sometimes...[a goofy smile is a smile that i rarely do..why?because im always happy...always smiling that it became a copy-paste thing...but a goofy smile is my happiest and truest smile..]just when i though i had my answer..ive realized that i already

2005-05-07T22:00:00.000+08:00

yes thats japs..yes he's the bassist from rivermaya and yes he's the one on that globe commercial...yess he's hot and kind at the same time...and yess tahts me...grinnign like an idiot hahhahahha :Dand yes im still blushing from the experience[i try to fool myself to think ill be alright]

2005-05-07T21:09:00.000+08:00

ive been reaaaaly lazy lately...i mean god it so hot that if you just lift just one finger you could feel the sweat trickling down arrggh i just wish im just there on the beach just enjoying the warm breeze and just trying to keep myself afloat hahahah :D whatever....here's the things that happened while i was in my bum mode :- went to lobo had a blast =]- been addicted to celso fonseca and bob

2005-04-24T17:38:00.000+08:00

ive watched '5 people you'll meet in heaven...wow it was so..cool and inspirational and all that shit =] seriously...it is...i recommend all you people to watch it there was that one scene in which the guy washed [anlaw nga daw e..filipina ung gurl asteg] a little girl..it was so deep...because everytime he kinda run thru the scar of the kid..it became clear and clean and all that...i was like

2005-04-22T16:38:00.000+08:00

anwar has left american idol...and im starting to hate america...huwaaaaaaaaay?! ang gling gling nya db...amp...he was so good and sources told me that the reason of this sudden shit is because of some recent rumors which 'exposed' his sexuality...WTF?!i dont care i still love him...'i try to fool myself to think that ill be alright'...yeah...thats so true right now..i cant help it but flee

2005-04-22T13:17:00.000+08:00

i saw this on my desktop..i think i was supposed to post this or something but forgot...it was dated april 7 so...read away =]i just have to say say this...you know that weird feeling taht whenever your talking to someone and you think of someone else....well i always have those kind of momment that whenever i talk to someone that i like i kinda compare them to someone else...but then something

2005-04-20T23:01:00.000+08:00

ive been well..spontaneous lately...cant really imagine myself trying to find out how the other side lives or take wee..hahhaha yep..i went in the boys cr in sm heheh out of boredome really...we were about to watch th ring 2[which really did suck..try lng nten n buong movie ngststruggle akong gmcing...bd3p nuh syang pera!] and i think we were 30 mins early so we kinda have to wait so that we

2005-04-14T23:55:00.000+08:00

i never thought that i would eat a piece of dog food.....hahah but i did along with my friend-slash-cousin aif...you dont believe me?well....i really cant blame you..but i did as in that little pellet shit that smells like something that you wouldnt want to know...its not that bad though...it kinda tastes like a very hard bread...maybe thats why they put some water on it..hmmm still cant get over

2005-04-13T15:47:00.000+08:00

with nothing else to do lately...ive discovered a new way to kill your finger tips..guitars :Dyeah baby hahahhahahnah something that i have been trying to learn...and now with all my spare time [or sleeping time as some of my friends would call it] im actually doing it...ive been looking at all those music sheets trying to learn all those stupid hand gestures taht you do with an air guitar and

2005-04-11T23:46:00.000+08:00

i love the simple things in lifethe wonderful smell of clean clothesthe smell of rainthe taste of cold watermelon on a hot nightthat smile that one could give or gettelephone conversations'good morning''good night''sweet dreams'chat session sound tripssarong and sands :Dwaves crashingfalling starsmore sandsgetting even woth those damn fishiessleepfood and more foodice creamsmovie

2005-04-10T22:48:00.000+08:00

my infatuation with you is taking me to ang emotional highwho?i dont know either...i desperately want to know...amp.... why must everything be so complicated...when it all comes down to one thing love... and all that shit [i try to fool myself to think ill be alright]

2005-04-06T23:43:00.000+08:00

You Are A Rowan TreeYou are full of charm and cheer. You light up a room.And while you crave attention, you do it without ego.You are an interesting mix of contradictions - and very unpredictable.You are both dependent and independent, calm and restless.You are passionate, emotional, gregarious, and (at times) unforgiving.What is Your Celtic Horoscope?The Bottom LineYour routine is suddenly in

2005-04-06T03:34:00.000+08:00

and i think im falling.....i want to blame the stupid mole that's stuck on my tear's pathway...or all those chain letters that i didnt send...or the fact that im just a hopeless romantic...stuck on a pessimist's body...but other than that...im just plainly...confused....or rather not...i will not be a fool....ive already stared at the supid finger that's pointing to the skyso now...its time to

2005-04-04T21:07:00.000+08:00

puerto galera!hehe now that ive recharged my body..its story telling time...one thing that's crystal clear though, puerto galera is the bomb and i never want to leave...first day:night before, we were so excited that we didnt sleep and yeah because we got so fascinated with doing our own henna hahaha :D then about 5 we left kat's place to meet up in jolibee alabang where we'll try out luck in

2005-04-03T21:01:00.000+08:00

i love puerto :Dnuff said for now...im tired..i just came from puerto galera..and i love everyminute of my stay there even if there was those times that i like to eat those little fishies that kept on bitting us...but all in all its all good :D yep...life's a beachyeah...thinking about changing the outlook of my blog...yeah...expect some dramatic changes :D[i try to fool myself to think ill be

2005-03-29T22:34:00.000+08:00

ok ok..as promised...it happened like this...on the 23rd of march we went to the beach and stayed up to 7 something...and for the fear of encountering some kind of creepy crawling shits on the field [palayan in short...shortcut un papuntang beach smen hehe cool nuh?] we opted to pass the street...and expose our wet self to the people in there..and it just so happens that my ex [glenn] was one of

2005-03-27T22:22:00.000+08:00

closureat long last..a closure..sure it took so long for me to get that..but atleast after what? a year..i got mine...in hope to leave it behind me....glenn[my ex] is now my 'friend' so anyway...thats all for now..the details...well im tired right now...i just came from the province..and im..dizzy for some reason....well ciao![i try to fool myself to think ill be alright]

2005-03-18T22:16:00.000+08:00

ive been emotional lately..and from a talk that i had this afternoon i cant help it to really feel dumb..ive let something pass me by...and i was the one who always say that you shouldnt let anything pass you by...waaahhhhi know im stupid...for a thing that i didnt meant on doing..and here i am...trying to undo it all...hoping in some way..to take it all back....why must i be a martyr...i once

2005-03-17T08:01:00.000+08:00

im counting the days till im with my beloved beach ahhaha :D were going to galera and im wishing and hoping that i could earn enough money to go...hey i need to savor my very last summer vacation bacause after that it's all trying to stay afloat in the nursing bussiness...fuck...neiwey...ive watched e tu mama tambien...if anyone knows anything about this movie..well all i can say is...diego luna

2005-03-09T22:08:00.001+08:00

hi jess :D text n lng kta s smart :Dyes i am stressed out...thank you for askingwaaahhh im tired...and i mean tired..i cant harly find the time to blog...oh shit...so what happened you ask..well first there was this english defense thing which i really find to be tremendously stressful because well i don tlike public speaking..though were due on tue morning [pray for my sanity] im still stressing

2005-03-09T22:08:00.000+08:00

teledrama!!i could say that this day was one of the most worst in my life...it was all good on the morning then disaster stiked on our lab...first there was this gas leakage thing and the thing went ablaze...i mean maaaan! my classmates ran and kinda panicked and screamed and all [me i was there sittting..then just looking..not minding that it may blow up any minute] luckily one of my classamte,

2005-03-04T19:53:00.000+08:00

ok i have a new phone..its a sony k700iits so cool it has all the thing that i really want :D mp3, radio and cam cool ayt hehehhe though on the first day that i brought it to school it got confiscated and all because of well my addiction to the radio ahhahah :D and along with it [i got it on fri(today) and it got confiscated on wed...] and my parents [well hopefully] didnt knew a thing about it..

2005-02-28T19:57:00.000+08:00

no...its not all gone..there is still hopemy cousin's phone got snatched today..and along with it the pics that i tressure oh so much this past few days...yes the pics of paul artadi and such...oh hell...i know i know...but its not a total lost...i keep on telling myself that i still have my whole life to meet them and take another pic...and yeah i deeply hope that kuya troy still has atleast

2005-02-25T22:17:00.000+08:00

ang gwapo ni artadiai sheeet...if you dont know artadi...your missing a lot hahahah and simon and yee...they are so gwapo and talented ahahhahah i love artadi and simon and gec chia [ateneo dati...cge gwapo pro omg!ngayong nakita ko sa personal....ai shet....bow!] i saw them as in...with the pictures...[which im gonna update a little later on...the pics are on my cousin's phone...sigh] and like

2005-02-24T18:41:00.000+08:00

BAuAn!....is the bomb!heheh we went there for a bio exposure trip thing and it was sooooo cool!fist we went on this boat ride to go to the fist island for trekking...so it was all cool there was sooo many bamboo! and i dunno maybe its a rainforest kind of thing...but anyway we went there screaming 'bamboo!ingat' [matulis ugn bamboo nasugatan nga yung isa sa kabilang team e] and of course the

2005-02-12T21:43:00.000+08:00

im dead tired...and yet i still want to go out hahahah ok last night was weird...first i went to watch the phantom of the opera which is the bomb...i got all teary eyed and shit *sigh* its really a must watch movie..then when i was about to go home...i met my sis' friends [ja and spence and of course kat] so they talked to me and wouldnt let go not until i go with them [because as they say my sis

2005-02-06T19:13:00.000+08:00

cha, we'll start with the second card you picked, The Star. This card symbolizes hope and possibility. You are currently experiencing a moment when your greatest wish will come true. There is a great love, given and received, that is illuminating the meaning of your life. Getting this card in this position may be a sign of great... ok this is cool...hope is cool and so is the thing about

2005-02-06T01:32:00.000+08:00

upon doing this..i heard a song entitled 'you dont know me' and all of a sudden i felt weird all over..like i wanna pee or something and every part of my body is tingling..like my only outlet is my tears...but then i didnt cry and endured that song..i dunno..i think these were those rare momments that something really touched me that deep...now.im all senti and stuff...why...i duno...dont even

2005-02-04T19:36:00.000+08:00

what a crappy day.... bullshit...first my pe dance thing was crap [started good and ended like a big hell] then in my most wasted state i saw my crush [who happened to be kickin with that suit] then that bio thing that sucks...[the minutes just kept on lagging...and i cant make it move any more faster] then the thing when i went to bene to hitch a ride with my mom only to find out that they

2005-02-02T18:51:00.000+08:00

hey i missed telling all the people in the world about the shits in my life...so here i am.. hey proud! *slap* ok first thing that i just need to say...someone unconciouslly slapped me...not literally...but its more on a personal emotional thing...how?well it goes like this: frnd:oi cha may crush k b dito? me:oo nmn...sa section... frnd:ow?anu? me:*that pissed off look with the 'duh

2005-01-23T10:01:00.000+08:00

ok...ive been really lazy this past few days or rather i cant take my sister off the pc [ i think this is the only thing that makes her sane while she's stuck in here..] so ill just summarize the things that i remembered soccer: i alreasy bought my very first soccer shoes..it was so cool to play with one...you really feel like a player...i bought it on tuesday right before our

2005-01-16T10:34:00.000+08:00

finally got that haircut heheheh i officially have bangs now...well it not that weird...but still was morbid about the gay guy cutting my hair...*sigh* my mom saw it just now...and said something like its not good or something and im like whatever...ate lea said i looked more like a kid now...hey i dont care heheheh im still me just with the bangs...and im kinda liking it..even if other people

2005-01-13T19:53:00.000+08:00

all i can say is...whoa! i think lady luck was on my side today...why?i made a goal!as in i kicked the black and white ball into the big net...shit!my shinning momment =] heheheh loved that but i suck..and i kid you not...i really do...i cant kick the ball properly but im gonna try to improve my 'soccer skills' in hope that i could be a good player one day...hmmm i think that all it needs is

2005-01-12T21:05:00.000+08:00

The chemistry teacher the evaluation and all that fucked up self-love Ok ok…I know this could mean my own well demise [or doom] on chemistry but it just have to be said…first thing first in our school we have this stupid evaluation thing in which we evaluate our dear [barf here] teacher on how they run things in their respective classes…it pisses me off well mainly because its pointless

2005-01-06T20:30:00.000+08:00

You Are a Visionary Soul You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness. Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connect to your soul. You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable. Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings. You have great vision and can be very insightful. In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.

2005-01-03T22:08:00.000+08:00

its mah sister's HBD now..hehe happy 'twenteen' birthday heheheh hope something good will happen or something or i dunno maybe a certain someone would go to your party on the 8th...heheh hoping here :D yeah...goodluck on the graduation and the job thing..hope you'll work on stealers..why?because i know that you love [if not then like] it there hehe do good ate..dito lang ako sa kama sa tabi ng

2005-01-02T21:33:00.000+08:00

happy birthday pampi! tenchu sa lahat chong! sana marami pang inuman na may ksmang lasing na kumakanta ng hbd sau ang dumating at sana sa isang jan 2 ng buhay mo e andun ako nakikikanta at nakikiinom ng libreng alak heheh hapi hapi hapi beeerrthdeeeii hehehehe ngatz palagi and2 lng ako dude =] ingatz s yosi dude...inde xa kandila hehehhe at nga pla amishu n dude...kayong lahat ng mga taong nasa

2005-01-01T18:41:00.000+08:00

happy new year!! yep its another year to fool around and cheat death heheh :D no just kidding..another year to celebrate life and just be happy hehe for me its time to chenge like any other person in this world...i need a change may it come in the form of a new haircut [that im planning to have this year] with the bangs[oh...i could imagine it now...] or something...all i know is i need to

2004-12-24T15:54:00.000+08:00

My japanese name is 原 Hara (wilderness) 千秋 Chiaki (very fine in autumn). Take your real japanese name generator! today! Created with Rum and Monkey's Name Generator Generator. ok..im the wilderness in a very fine autumn day [or night...wouldnt matter] thats cool...hmmm so thats why i like that crispy-leaves-crunch-under-my-shoe sound hehehe cool :D like the name of the creators..rum and monkey..

2004-12-23T21:28:00.000+08:00

is it so wrong that i dont feel happy or anything or even excited about the comming occasion namely christmas...why am i feeling this way?i dunno...ask any other people in the whole freakin world about it...maybe because once we face the reality of it it isnt so fun anymore not like when you see it as a kid in which santa was oh so real and he could give you something that you want just by being

2004-12-22T09:36:00.000+08:00

the only permanent thing ive been thinking about changing my blog template to something new...why? well frankly i think its gonna be a new year so i should change somethings...may it be my hair or the way i act or just this blog..i dont know...but i really think that i need to change something...to once again get a grip on my life...i need balance or something like that.... ok about the

2004-12-20T22:33:00.000+08:00

things that i remember that happened to me... 1. my other entry would mean nothing now..cuz its all said and done and theres nothing i could do about it...right...so leave it be... 2. prelims sucks...study somethings but not really absorbing it.... 3. found a screw [yes that tiny thing with the twirly thingees] in our mc do fries...it wasnt dropped by some runned down ceilings...how?first

2004-12-06T19:07:00.000+08:00

our english teacher once said that when you really like to let that other person feel all your anger say it in your native tongue...so here it is: abai putangina mo! tangina ka pra sabihin na malandi ang isang tao e kng ikaw nga dyan ang putang inang malandi...siguro nga alam mo un or sobrang weird ng definition mo para makita ung tanginang katangian mo sa ibang tao at ang malupit dun...sa

2004-12-03T14:22:00.000+08:00

no classses as of today..hehe no bulai no chacha!yeah! crazy?just because i think for my own..i have my own rules own world....then yes i am crazy and damn proud of it =] im reading 'veronika decides to die' by paolo cuelho....nice book i think im adding him as one of my fave authors....so its: stephen king anne rice and now.... paolo cuelho sweeeeet :D i think drinking alcohol

2004-12-01T22:26:00.000+08:00

public reminder magingat sa mga players...dhil...ewn ko lng..marami n cla e...leche db?o well dats layp Masaya Bamboo Ako'y malungkot na naman Amoy chico na ako Ilang tagay na, hindi pa rin tulog Tanong ko lang sa langit Kung bakit pumangit Ang dating masaya Ngayo'y panay problema Bumabalot sa mundo Bakit ganito... CHORUS 1 Ang pag-ibig, ganyan talaga 'Pag bago pa ang pag-ibig Ganyan talaga

2004-11-28T23:03:00.000+08:00

movie marathon ive watched amelie, wicker park and dirty dancing in one stitting and now im currently watching how to lose a guy in 10 days...wow..hehe i know that it was kinda weird to watch all that in one sitting but....we were bored...so...there you are amelie was really a fell-good movie...it just sucks that our copy has this commentary thing that wouldnt just shut off..sucks but i

2004-11-27T21:13:00.000+08:00

happiest day of my life...so far =] so it all started a lil bit crummy like all days are because you simply have to wake up [hahah] neiwey went to ateneo [oo!first time ko bkt ba?!] to watch the college's championship and unfortunatelly we lost that one[and i was cheering my ass off at that time..dancing ang screaming and all that shit]..bullshit msmang pakitain ito...so we ate with a heavy

2004-11-26T21:43:00.000+08:00

being vain..hehhehe sharing a pic..nothin much about it...in my momment of turmoil...im still vain..*sigh* [i try to fool myself to think ill be alright]

2004-11-26T20:56:00.000+08:00

melting noses hehe weird..but anyway this all started when i saw a guy that was oh so familliar to me..i kinda looked at him for sometime...thinking who the hell did he remind me of then it hit me..it was my ex..he's a frickin' carbon copy of my ex and the worst[or i dunno weird..?] part is that he's a first year and he's a nursing student so i could expect to see him almost everyday of my

2004-11-23T14:04:00.000+08:00

robbed...almost how?well it was like this...i was just walking and thinking about my crappy day and all abut that 'nurses shouldnt wear backpacks' shit while i was crossing [casimiro to friendship] i felt a tug in my backpack and i was like what the fuck!? so i looked and right on my back was a guy [with a girl] who snatched his hand away "just in time for i wont see it" all critical

2004-11-16T20:41:00.000+08:00

wall climbing..yet again yep went wall climbing again yesterday and today...i cant lift somethings!hahaha cant bend my arms that well though..hurts like hell...and i think i have atleast 4 something on my knees...but it was kinda worth it =] heheh i nearly climbed the whole slanted wall..it was like 4 to 5 rocks away from the top...it was a little disappoiting and all because i was so near...

2004-11-13T20:36:00.000+08:00

wall climbing!!!! yepdid the thing that i never thought i would do...wall climbing. why? because ever since that faithful day in hong kong i was kinda scared of heights or as i like to put it...i am scared to death of dying...neiwey it was uber fun! and the instructor kept on insisting that i was a hs or rather grade school student grr...im not taht cute am i hahahahah jke jke jke =] they were

2004-11-04T23:12:00.000+08:00

hmmm confused..totally... do i or do i not?the freaking L word... first thing first...we went to our province last oct 30 i think and that was..a drag...i mean there was nothing and i mean nothing to do in alfonso...a book kept me sane for our 24 hours stay...shit...neiwey...our cousin paolo was so cute..here he is...neiwey...he was the cutest baby ive ever seen heheh :D but also the heaviest..to

2004-10-29T21:43:00.000+08:00

mga things n nanyri sken... 1. lumalaki n ang mundo ko!hahah d nkpnta n ko ng lasalle mg1 hahahha omg..knakabahan ako heheh bka mwla ko or worse...bka makatulog ako at pgcing ko e nsa lawton n ko hahahha :D achievement n sken un hahaha at proud ako ng d ako nawala 2. todo kilig ako ksi minemessage dn ako ng aking carass!!!hahahha bkt b msya ko e =] *goofy smile* masaklap lng...e 'married'

2004-10-27T23:59:00.000+08:00

the pains of being alone... the deep feeling that pulls you down...i always try to explain to everyone taht wwe are naturally lonely..and maybe i am jusy lonely and shit..that feeling like you feel like [excuse me for the term] pooping but youre not. i hate taht feeling to be honest..its such an empty[i cant think of anything better to put it] hallow feeling deep inside yourself that only you

2004-10-25T16:39:00.000+08:00

bored... gnun p dn at leche feel ko alang mangyyri sken ngaung lingo...o well..putek nuod ako ng game khpon s san beda at ang nkakainis e talo lht ng gmes nmen leche tlga..prng pinagdikdikan smen putek neiwey nun sat hehe aus ksi nanalu n may nkita pa kong buenas[game ng ics..gwapo nun #15..palma ang apilido hehe kng kilala nyo..e d kilala nyo ang gwapo e tpos ang galing p mgbsketbal leche

2004-10-22T23:57:00.000+08:00

isa akong ganap na rakista hahah feel ko un ngaun haha =] una s lhat...ang 200 ko ay well spent..pramis ksi gn2 kkglign ko lng s concert s school nmen n for ur info e npkweird ksi gn2 cnu b nmn ang nakapagisip n mglgay ng mga upuan s isng 'rock' concert?hello?!aus lng cla...kpg gnun dpt mrong room ang mga tao pra mgwala at magsisisgaw neiwey dhil s mga lintek n upuan d ako nkpgrelease

2004-10-22T13:22:00.000+08:00

bored... pramis ewn ko kng bkt pro tlgang tinatamad ako ngaun..as in putek kng pde lng may mgsbi sken ng pde kong gawin...taena...gn2 cguro tlga kngmay hinihintay k noh?d ksi mmyang 6 p ung bamboo concert n sbrang inaabangan ko ksi: 1. gs2 ko ang mga kakanta isipin mo bamboo,sandwich,sugarfree at akafellas ng isang gabi at malapit lng smen...hai heaven! 2. naandon ang west kada mmya haha at

2004-10-21T18:04:00.000+08:00

venitian ball chuva.....wtevr d ala lng ngkron kmi ng ball wtevr n prng nging costume party lng hehe =] ang kulit nga e weird...tpos sbrang boring xa i mean aftr ng onting sayaw ala n tatamarin k n kya naisipan nmen n mgghost hunting n lng aliw nga e syang ntkot ung mga ksma ko kya nde kmi nkpgexplore ng sbra...pro aun nga ska may nadiscover ako!hahah aliw akalain m kpg tkot k pla wla nang

2004-10-16T20:45:00.000+08:00

kulit ng sked ko knina...kng san san kmi napunta..gn2 una s st scho [at gumising ako ng 5 pra dun dhl ang gme nila cham ay 9 at aalis kmi ng bene by 6:30 or smtin] tpos e d aun gme for 9-11..oh yeah we lost by ilang pts..leche ang saklap so fourth n lng kmi s wncaa..neiwey tpos takbo s san beda mendiola kng san nmn mgaganap ang WBL games [ppnta ko dun bkas ulit..yey!kain ulit s knilang

2004-10-15T23:02:00.000+08:00

neiwey una s lhat ala akong makita..dhil ang color ng font ko e white kya d ko alam kng may typo o anu man..wtevr..nakikibasa n nga lng kau aangal p kau db? chain letters strikes again! neiwey aun nga kgbi dpat mgpopost ako ng smtin kso d n ko mkglaw s antok kya nilagay ko xa s fone ko kso kinasamaang palad..e ngloloko nnmn ang aking pinakamamahal n nyelpown at ngaun e ayw nnmn mg-on leche

2004-10-12T18:45:00.000+08:00

HBD!!! yep kya ko nga cguro love ang # n 12 ksi e2 ang hbd ko heheheh neiwey gn2...ang saya ko heheheh gn2 ksi un... pgcing ko ng umaga..pucha confirmed n ang sipon ko n nkuha ko kay jess [slmat utol heheh jke aus lng un =D] tpos naalala ko ung klngan ko ipadala s bene [ung papers ko ehhehe ala b nmn akong 4th quartr n grde taena..prng d ko ng4th yr s bene e...ska ung good moral chuva ko]

2004-10-11T18:21:00.000+08:00

HBD! as of 12 mmya tatanda nanaman ako ahahha HBD ko n mmya =] heheh sna tumangkad n ko hahahhah pro ewn ko kng anu man manyri bkas sna nde n ko mdapa k2lad nun last yr n ngksugat ako s taas ng paa [weird nuh?] tpos d ako nkpglaro..pro aun nga ska PPG...alang surprise gifts ha...ayko n ulit mahulog...hahhaha aun lng heheh hbd to me! hahahha ska hoi!kng cnu k man n ngbabasa...regalo ko?!mdli nmn

2004-10-08T18:57:00.000+08:00

pissed: pramis tlga kanina buti n lng napigilan ko ang sarili ko at nging logical na tao ulit...kungdi cguro ngaun nsa office ako ni sir franco [prng prefect chuva] bsta may nkwn2 sken..kng klala nyo ko tanungin nyo n lng ako kng anu..ssbhin ko pro d d2 ksi ala akong freedom d2 ganu bsta..leche nainis ako..as in putang ina! alang ganyanan as in sumalubong kilay ko at for the first time s buhay

2004-10-06T21:32:00.000+08:00

alang nangyri ngaun na dapat ninyong malaman ahhahahhahah d pro ala nga tlga..nalaman ko lng na kumain cla cha ng fried ice cream ngaun at ako inde p nkakakain =[ aus lng un bblik ko!makakakain dn ako nun! ska sbrang dmi kogn klngan gwin ngaun..philo at filipino sbay sbay buti nga tpos n ung debate nmen e [aus un ang kulit] aun lng *bow* [i try to fool myself to think ill be alright]

2004-10-05T21:26:00.000+08:00

emotional?? oo emotional ako!hehe d ksi umiyak ako knina...bkt?ksi may nlman ako n ngtrigger n smtin n pnplit ko nang kalimutan...ewn ko prng umulit ung skit n nrmdaman ko dti at nremind sken ng todo un ksi to think n kakilala ko tlga ung mga tao..as in live preferences.putah kng ikw b nmn d magalit..so un out of fraustration npaiyaka ko puta...kakahiya nga e...sbi nila crying would help..

2004-10-04T20:28:00.000+08:00

kakalungkot... nlman ko n tlga [ata] n sinara ni lagsh [jason] ang kanyang blog...dhl gs2 nyo daw n mging jason muna..[nbasa ko nga un..] ewn ko cguro prng dr jeckyl[tma b?] and hyde thing..ksi s blog isa xang open n tao at mahilig makihalubilo pro s 22ong buhay e isng mjo iba xa or something..ewn ko theory ko lng yun..pro aun do good [gudlck] n lng sau at s pghhnap mo s srli mo =] intayin ko

2004-10-04T19:46:00.000+08:00

startrucked! hahahhah pramis!naaliw ako mxdong nkikipagconnect s buahy ko ang mga istar. hahhah feel! unang encounter: nsa tower records ako s town at as always kikinig ng ilang oras lng dun [gnun tlga kng alang pera s town..either powerbuks(n pnunthan dn nmin l8er) or twer records kng san kya mong makapatay ng ialng oras]kiknig ng bamboo at parokya at rivermaya[wohoo!!!saya ng mga banda!]

2004-10-01T22:20:00.000+08:00

depressed... for some unknow reason...depresd ako..i mean pramis..naiinis nga ko s srli ko e...alang 22ong twa ang lmlbas s bunganga ko..leche...ewn ko b...kktkot nmn..cgro gn2 tlga kng mlpit n hbd mo noh hehe kagago may nalaman ako ngaun..n mnsan mxdo n pla akong caring n inaakala n ng iba n may crush ako s knila..gnun b ko?d ko alm ksi natural skin n mging caring khit kninu prng